Elevator Historian

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It's not nevermind
it's a dying plea to relinquish the life I don't decide
Faith in the fire
Won't go quietly so I start dragging embers to the light
and break down
Keep the walls up and keep my face down
It's like you don't remember
here on the ground...praying if you'd only lift a finger

I get loud and defenseless
I keep pushing for what you won't
This is hardly survival

What I can define
they can't relate so keep my mouth shut tight all the time.
Broken and blinded
can't escape. Spirally back towards the great decline
and shake down. Can't keep my head up with my face down
it's like you don't remember here on the ground
Remember you were

I get loud and defenseless
I keep pushing for what you won't
So goddamn close to have it all

and this ends

and I won't give in. Pay for it. Give it all I can.


from Last, released November 15, 2016



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